Feeding the fishÂ
Â
On the top shelf of the open pantry door-won’t-shutÂ
sits the Can Of Worms.
Been there for 19 years and
Mom saves it for a special occasion
which is not My Birthday.
I crave themÂ
take the Can out rollingÂ
on the living room floorÂ
can opener spinning I dump them on the carpetÂ
coming up from the floorboardsÂ
My fingers squishing and curling between them.Â
Mom watchesÂ
Sister watches
Brother watches
Dad pretends not to see as I shove themÂ
handfuls down my throat.
They are so slimy and greasy and I can swallow without chewing
but I chew them too
many for my stomachÂ
DadMomBrotherSister do you see me making a mess
of this carpet
and myself?
I cannot close the can for I have eaten themÂ
all on my 22nd birthday.
About the Poet
Maggie Riordan is a newish writer and virgo from rural Wisconsin and about to reveive their B.A. from the University of Wisconsin-Madison. They love to write about queerness, ambiguously platonic friendship, and anything gross and spine-tingling. This is their first published work. They currently reside in Madison, WI where they are learning, writing, and searching for their next adventure.